2015년 여름 수도원 소식

2015년 여름

+ 그리스도 우리의 희망

친애하는 형제자매 여러분, 7월의 무더위가 이제 기승을 부리기 시작하였습니다. 올해는 비도 자주 오고 날씨도 좋아서 크리스마스 트리들과 채소들도 무럭무럭 잘 자라고 있습니다. 채소와 과일들이 잘 자라게 만드는 단비와 같은 주님의 은총과 사랑이 여러분의 가정에 충만하기를 바라며 뉴튼 수도원의 소식을 전합니다.

피정집 축복식: 지난해 11월 초부터 시작된 피정집 공사와 수도원 건물 소방 안전기기 설치 그리고 보일러 교체가 5월 말에 잘 마무리 되었습니다. 그래서 5월 31일 삼위일체 대축일에 왜관 수도원에서 오신 박 블라시오 아빠스의 주례로 감사 미사를 봉헌하고 피정집 축복식을 가졌습니다. 약 50여명의 신자들이 참석하였으며, 축복식 후 식사를 함께 하며 감사와 기쁨을 나누었습니다. 비록 호텔과 같은 수준으로 고치지는 못했지만 피정자들의 편리를 많이 고려하였으며, 특히 개인 피정을 원하는 분들이 좀 더 편안하게 사용할 수 있도록 하였습니다. 우리 뉴튼 수도원 피정집이 미국에서 생활하는 한인들에게 참으로 필요하고 유용한 공간이 되기를 바랍니다.

행사: 세월호 참사가 일어난 지 벌써 1년이 지났습니다. 수도원에서는 1년이 조금 지난 4월 18일 토요일에 세월호를 기억하고 아파하는 사람들과 함께 모든 희생자들의 영원한 안식과 행복을 위해 미사를 봉헌하였습니다. 나아가 지금도 아파하고 있는 유족들이 주님의 크신 은총과 사랑으로 위로받고 치유되길 바라며 기도하고있습니다. 5월 25일에는 지난해 돌아가신 어거스틴 힌체스 아빠스의 1주기를 맞아 미사를 봉헌하고 그분을 기억하는 시간을 가졌습니다.

손님: 피정집을 새롭게 단장하면서 개인 피정객들과 손님들이 자주 수도원을 찾고 있습니다. 5월 14일에는 North Dakota에 있는 Assumption 베네딕도 수도원에서 생활하는 김 헤르만 수사가 21일까지 우리와 함께 지냈으며 소풍도 함께 다녀왔습니다. 5월 31일에 피정집 축복식을 주례했던 박 블라시오 아빠스는 5월 25일에 이곳에 와서 6월 4일에 돌아갔는데, 이곳에 있을 동안 피정집 축복식 외에 수도자들과 여러 차례 모임을 가졌으며, 5월 27일부터 29일까지는 미네소타 주에 있는 St. John 수도원을 저와 함께 방문하였습니다. 박 블라시오 아빠스는 미국 베네딕도회에서 운영하는 신학교와 대학으로 왜관 수도원의 수도자들을 유학 보낼 계획을 가지고 있으며, 먼저 St. John 신학 대학에 8월 초에 신학생 한명을 보내기로 결정하였기에 이번 기회에 방문하게 된 것입니다. 광주 화순 수도원에서 생활하시는 김 구인 요한 보스코 신부가 5월 29일부터 6월 10일까지 오랜만에 뉴튼을 방문하여 보고 싶었던 교우분들을 만나고 또 토론토에 가서 이 바오로 릿따 부부도 만나는 등 기쁘고 반가운 시간을 보냈습니다. 6월 27일부터 30일까지는 독일 Münsterschwarzach 수도원의 Michael Reepen 아빠스가 우리 공동체를 방문하여 새롭게 단장한 피정집도 들러보고 우리 뉴튼 수도원이 계속해서 성장해 나가기를 바라며 격려하였습니다. 7월 7일에는 죠엘 아빠스의 오랜 친구이며 30여 년 동안 뉴튼을 꾸준히 방문해 온 카나다에서 살고 있는 Yuri씨가 동방 가톨릭 우크라이나 교회의 Benedict 주교와 함께 수도원을 방문하였는데, 베네딕도 주교는 미국 여러 곳에서 강연을 하시다가 우리 수도원을 방문해 주셨고 다음날 함께 미사도 봉헌하였습니다. 7월 14일에는 탄자니아에서 선교활동을 하고 있는 다미아노 신부가 방문하여 이틀간 머물었는데, 다미아노 신부는 60년도에 탄자니아로 가서 학교를 세우고 인재를 양성하는데 온 몸을 불사르고 있는 분이며, 그 학교는 인근에서 평판이 아주 좋다고 합니다.

수도원 형제들: 죠엘 아빠스는 부활주일 후 인도 쿠밀리 수도원을 방문하여 그곳에서 모임을 가진 남녀 유기 서원자들을 위해 봉사하였고, 6월 24일부터 7월 22일까지는 우리 연합회의 모원인 독일 성 오틸리아 수도원에 가서 연합회에 관련된 여러 가지일을 하였습니다. 죠엘 아빠스는 이 기간 중 7월 7일부터 15일까지 왜관 수도원을 방문하여 “덕원의 순교자들” 이란 책의 발표회를 가지기도 하였는데, 이 책은 1909년에 베네딕도회가 한국에 진출한 후 북한 공산 정권 하에서 순교한 수도자들의 이야기를 다룬 것으로 죠엘 아빠스가 독일어 판을 영어로 번역하였습니다. 버나딘 마푼다 수사의 아버지 비오 마푼다 형제가 6월 25일에 별세하셨는데, 우리 공동체는 그분을 위해 27일에 위령 미사를 봉헌하였습니다. 버나딘 수사는 여권 문제로 7월 3일 탄자니아로 가서 가족들을 만나고 아버지를 추모한 뒤 7월 23일에 돌아옵니다. 그리고 저는 4월 13일에 약 두 주간 어머니 팔순으로 한국에 다녀왔으며, 5월 11일부터 15일까지 시카고에서 있은 북미주 한인 사목 사제 모임에 참석하였습니다.

추석과 11월 위령 미사 안내: 많은 분들이 추석과 11월 위령 성월 때 미사 봉헌 문의를 하십니다. 우리 뉴튼 공동체에서도 이때 돌아가신 분들을 위해 미사를 봉헌하니, 원하시는 분들은 미사 지향과 함께 이 한샘 베르나르도 수사에게 보내시면 됩니다. 11월 위령 성월에는 미사를 신청하신 분들을 위해 한 달 동안 그 지향을 가지고 미사를 봉헌합니다.

친애하는 형제 자매 여러분, 우리 공동체는 우리의 수도생활을 위해 기도와 도움을 아끼지 않으시는 여러분께 진심으로 감사드리며 주님의 크신 은총과 사랑이 모든 이에게 가득 깃들기를 바라며 기도하고 있습니다. 이번 여름도 주님의 은총 속에서 기쁘고 건강하게 지내시길 바랍니다. 감사합니다.

 

Fr. Samuel Kim, O.S.B., Prior
and the monks of St. Paul’s Abbey

Newsletter from Africa – May 2015

Dear Friends of Africa,

May, 2015

Throughout my years in Africa beginning with teaching in boys’ schools and various pastoral assignments there was also a lot of building going on. This was always a hands on program: hauling sand out of nearby rivers and breaking stone by hand with hammers to make gravel were givens. In most of our building projects our most sophisticated construction machine was a wheel barrow. Mixing concrete was all done by hand and carried in metal pans usually on the head often up two and three stories on rickety scaffolding. I have seen women climb a wooden ladder up two stories with a pan of concrete on their heads without touching the pan or the ladder. Today with the onslaught of the mobile phone we can find our women carrying the same loads all the while chatting away merrily on their cell phones.

All of our building activities are based heavily on human endeavor as I have already indicated. Excavation on the hillsides to prepare the building site is all done with pick and shovel. When wheel barrows fall apart we could still move if not mountains certainly parts of them by piling earth on cow skins and dragging them to the dumping site.

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Building materials could be varied from burnt bricks made from the excavated clay, compacted earth blocks and when a storied building was needed, handmade cement blocks. All the timber and wood work of windows and door frames, roofing trusses and furniture come from our own forest plantations. Each year at the beginning of the rainy season we plant hundreds of trees so we are self providers of our lumber needs.

I still depend on my two men pit sawyers to cut our logs into the boards the size we need. People tell me to get modern and get the job done by machine in half the time. But chain saws are noisy, expensive and wasteful. Besides, every two man saw we have in operation means with our three 8 foot saws that we have 6 men employed, supporting their families with a weekly wage. These men have been on our building team for many years and are now harvesting trees they helped plant 25 and 30 years ago.

On using our home sawn timber my dear friend, Brother Fortunatus of whom I’ve already written,  used to warn me of the failure of using uncured timber and said that the rule was for every inch of thickness it requires one year of air drying time. I’d sometimes shorten the time and learned to my dismay to find doors warping and table tops splitting. In time we learned to shorten curing time for timber to 10 days by drying the lumber in a homemade kiln, heated with scrap wood from our lumbering activities.

Years ago during my first appointment while building a three story building in Southern Tanzania, we came to an impasse. We had added a third story in the form of a little observatory tower for astronomy classes. During the final plastering and rendering of the overhang on the roof of this observatory our head mason complained and said he could not do the job. I was called to mediate and he reiterated his refusal and said he would not be able to do that upside down kind of a job. Granted our scaffolding was rather skimpy, but not really extraordinarily so. I even demonstrated by lying down on the platform myself and learning over the open space. I showed that with someone to hold my legs I could do the job myself. Then came the real crux of the issue, “Yes” he declared, “You are a priest and the Lord takes care of your kind of people. But look at me, a simple catholic and I haven’t been to confession in over a year. I can’t take this kind of a chance”. So we resolved the issue and got a mason who had been to confession the Saturday before and the plastering job was done post haste.

I also recall during those early days after the Declaration of Independence on December 9th , 1961. There was a lot of hope and yearning for a better life. It took the new leader Julius Nyerere and his compatriots time to find their feet and plot the way forward into the future with many ups and downs.  We are now there after 54 years of Independence. We have had four peaceful elections with Presidents serving each two consecutive five year terms, stepping down and passing on the baton to the new comer at the end of their mandate. There was never a qualm or a quibble over extending beyond the constitutional limit of two five year terms. Tanzania has been a haven throughout its history as a land of refuge for the oppressed of every country on our borders. There was and still is civil war in Mozambique and there was unrest in Malawi for years. The Congo is still up in flames. Children are born, live and die in a constant fear and flight for refuge and safety without respite, Rwanda and its killing fields where 800.000 men, women and children lost their lives. Burundi is again a country in discord where the incumbent president intends to extend his time in office to another full five year term contrary to the constitution and to the dismay and anger of much of the populace. Refugees from Burundi are pouring across the border into Tanzania at this moment with scores of people dying of cholera in makeshift camps. Dar es Salaam means “The haven of peace”, in Arabic and Tanzania has heroically fulfilled this task for the survival of thousands of desperate people fleeing for their lives.

When we hear of the abductions and massacre of school children in Nigeria and recently in Eastern Kenya, we ask ourselves how girls’ schools have become the battlefields, the front lines and the trenches against fanaticism. And this gives us all the more reason and determination to increase and better our schools to make sure that we are up to the task of confronting the ideologies which would deny them their God given birthright to learning.

I always remind our students when they come to Mazinde Juu that the first rule in our school is to be happy, meant in a kind of lighthearted way but I mean it. It seems almost ludicrous to have such a rule now seeing what is happening all around us. But now it is like a clarion call when so much today would wipe out happiness and security altogether.

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Some time ago I wrote of the horror taking place in our own country of Tanzania with the killing and maiming of Albinos, especially children. Their body parts were being used by witchdoctors as charms to achieve wealth or success for their petitioners.  There was a public outcry and the advocates for the safety and welfare of Albinos from Canada came to Tanzania to show the International concern for this human outrage and support for the families of the victims. Yesterday I read an article in our leading English newspaper. I want to quote a paragraph from this article which reveals another facet to this abominable practice. From The Guardian  May 27, 2015. “The police must work to arrest “buyers” of body parts of persons with Albinism and not only the suppliers, the Tanzanian Albino Society has urged. We have witnessed the arrest of Witchdoctors and the killers. The society now also wants to see the agents and the buyers of the Albino organs being arrested. The Society decried the fact that the killings of albinos have increased this year and noted that the increase is associated with the upcoming General Elections slated for October of this year.”

What a sad commentary this is on the corruption of a laudable democratic process. Our thanks to all of you who help us to keep our girls smiling and safe.

Our day in Mazinde Juu begins at 6 AM sharp with the entire school body assembled in the school hall for Holy Mass. In our joining instructions for entrance to the school it is indicated that every student is expected to attend this function. It is never intended that we would proselytize or persuade a student to become a Catholic and even if a child asked to change her religion, we tell her wait until she gets home and confers there with her parents on this issue. I once had to terminate a teacher who was taking students for what he called were private lessons in Physics and when I went one day to check on the progress of the science study I found him preaching heatedly, shaking the Holy Bible held aloft. He had told the students that if they accepted his brand of Christianity they would surely get the highest grades and there were some who in desperation fell for his line. He left the next day. But for good order we want the whole school body together as a school family, to thank God for the gift of life and ask for the blessings and grace to make the most of the coming day. The students bring their Bibles and Korans and lesson notes to the hall and when I arrive to have 730 of them in silence with a dozen Sisters in attendance I feel a special presence and it is a joy to be a part of it all. Since our hall was only designed accommodate 600 students the double class of first year girls sit on benches on stage. I feel like a hen with 6 dozen chicks, surrounded by all those vibrant children. It is also quite special to be there when these very young people come into the pulpit at 12 and 13 years of age and do a reading to the assembled 750 in English or Swahili. I also have my evening duties checking the study halls at night. If the girls suspect my coming they will be extra quiet. But when I come and catch them unawares and they are in an uproar, we have words. I then remind them of their first lesson from me when they came to Mazinde Juu when they were all told to write, Rule Number ONE of Mazinde Juu .”Father is always right” and rule number TWO, “If Father is wrong, go back to number ONE”. I go from desk to desk to check on their performance and progress. There is always the unpredictable and the unexpected. Last week for example, I came into the first year study hall and surveyed the orderliness of the study room. I casually sat on a desk and checked visually attendance and class concentration. As I glanced about the room a girl came up to me and told me, “I need my books” and I replied somewhat sternly “Why are you looking for your books and study time is already ten minutes underway”? She replied “I can’t get my books” and when I saw that she was about to cry I  softened my tone and said, “Now tell me dear why can’t you get your books?” and she replied, “Because you are sitting on them”. That same night I came into the 3rd year high study hall. I went from desk to desk. The girls always turn their heads so I can put a hand on them to give a blessing. I noticed that one girl had a little teddy bear on her desk and there I paused. As I stood there next to her I thought that I would be a little smart and said quietly.”Look at that bear, he’s got no claws and he’s got no teeth, what good is he?” And she looked up at me beatifically and said “He smiles.” I had no further comment.

We are a very mixed group of people here at Mazinde Juu, from the point of view of tribe and religion. There are more than 120 tribes living in Tanzania, although today the tribal affiliation is gradually morphing into a national affiliation. In a way it is sad to see even in my life span in Tanzania children who cannot speak their tribal language and it also happens that there are children coming to school with English as their first language and learning Swahili here with us. When I first came to Tanganyika in 1960 as the country was called before Independence, we used to have Tribal Day, a great festival where the students would fashion tribal dress and perform songs and dances accompanied with drums and the traditional instruments. It is now sad to see a parting from ancestral ways which cannot now be recovered. It is plainly the environmental decay of a culture, similar to the way we are wiping out so many living species and other vital elements of our land and waters.

We  thank you for your generosity to Mazinde Juu where books will always be available and bears will always smile, helping us to prepare these young women mentally and morally  for the arduous tasks that life will put to them.

God bless you all,

Fr. Damian